quit ignoring me and what it is i need cause i've been needing you more than i make it seem what i've been thinking about is my only way out and everything you do i could do without why won't you let me in ham-fisted safety pin is helping to construe the nation's thickest skin this is my last chance you just don't understand how much that i love you that's my only stance there's not a place for me right now and i can't work my way around no matter where i go i'm temporary. i'm struggling to keep intact the gravity you find so lax so far you've proven that we're temporary. i've claimed my haunt this is not what i want but it's just what i need i'm having second thoughts but if i've got to live then just what will you give will you plant a seed or push me off this cliff? i know that i get sad i know it makes youmad i don't mean to mislead you pull the welcome mat you feel it in the air around this crooked lair you're really killing me i told you but you didn't care.

but when is now when everything moves so fast? i can't find myself, but i see all who pass everyone around infected with the plague they lie flat on the ground, hiding their faces from fate this place is diseased it carries within its air the hole that it will tear i can't trick myself to meet eyesights with the heat any given day take a good, long look around you'll come to decode the answer that you found the plague is getting stronger, but so are its victims the moments getting longer, the common are planning schisms

i would love to be your partner. i would love to be your friend. i will hide myself forever because i know how this will end. and as minutes turn to hours as we sleep under disguise dual elevens are met with horror as i come to realize i got exactly what i wished for i wasn't careful with my words. now i'm living with the outcome and you've become a lesson learned. if you ever find yourself smoking when you think of me i understand your disappointment i forced a lock which had no key.

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my friend, it seems it's been so long and everything's gone wrong it just keeps getting worse the end. a story left half-told just 16 years old you weren't finished yet. i'll lend my spinal cord to you it's pure and good to use. it'll keep you safe for now. who'll mend this bruised and broken soul? everything has a toll. something is missing now. IT'S LIKE I'M DROWNING BUT I WON'T FUCKING DIE within a week or so you're gone no longer in our thoughts it seemed they cared so much. amends for the ultimate toll. the rest of us get old. you won't see another day. but then what's the fucking point? the burning in my joints is bearing down on me. ascend past these mortal bonds. all the chaos that you've spawned won't be a bother to you. I FEEL LIKE I'M TELLING MYSELF A LIE